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== Caption by: @SunblazeBR ==
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Once upon a time...
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returning to my hometown.
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the 1st day ~ 30 days left
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Do you sell cigarettes here?
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We don't sell.
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I am really sorry.
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Don't have cigarettes?
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It's...
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Thank you.
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Ritual.
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It's a ritual.
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Back there?
On the trails?
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Yes, I was
practicing a ritual.
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Oh... sorry
have intruded.
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What kind of ritual was it?
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It's a secret.
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Hey, you know that
is it tomorrow?
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No.
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Tomorrow is...
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My...
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Birthday.
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RITUAL
(SHIKI-JITSU)
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the 2nd day ~ 29 days left
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I still feel
a storm.
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A place of solitude
and darkness.
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I thought you
could save me.
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I still think
about it sometimes.
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I have no idea what to do.
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The scent of rain
touches my heart.
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Thanks for
yesterday's cigarettes.
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and...
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Happy Birthday.
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No!
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Tomorrow is my birthday.
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the 3rd day ~ 28 days left
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The simple act of chasing her
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I was enough
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Noticing an impasse
between me and my work...
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I sought to know myself...
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through the daily routine,
generated by apathy and restlessness.
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Always running away from authenticity
from my own experiences...
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I was
completely exhausted...
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...of a composite life
of accumulated fictions.
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Well...
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Are you always alone?
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I'm not there today.
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Yesterday?
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Neither.
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Tomorrow?
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I prefer not to stay...
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I prefer not to stay
alone too.
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Say,
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Do you know what day it is?
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Monday.
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Yesterday?
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Sunday
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Tomorrow?
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Tuesday.
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Have you done your ritual today?
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Yes, he will make mine
desire to come true.
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Your wish?
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When my wish comes true. I
I might disappear completely.
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I will disappear. Without leaving
no trace in this world.
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That's why I have
to continue doing the ritual
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Until then, the umbrella
red will protect me.
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Say,
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Do you know what day tomorrow is?
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How do you not know?
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Tomorrow is my birthday.
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That's why...
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I would rather not be alone.
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the 4th day ~ 27 days left
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Well...
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What?
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Why do you me
followed on the first day?
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Why do you walk
following me now?
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Well... I kind of
I'm interested in you.
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I'm also interested in you.
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Is it your home?
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Yes.
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This whole building?
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My sick heart...
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You miss someone...
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An oppressive loneliness...
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Perhaps any
person satisfies me...
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as long as that person...
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love me...
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constantly,
tirelessly,
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will be enough...
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"Is this true love?"
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"I feel good by your side."
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"We are compatible."
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I think about these
things every day.
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Sick.
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Dad and Mom are sick.
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Everyone is sick.
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And I am...
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the sickest of all.
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Is something wrong?
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Maybe I shouldn't have come.
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It's not that.
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No one has ever come here before...
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I mean, it's unusual.
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A little strange.
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Strange? Do I look weird?
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No, not at all.
You look perfect.
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Did you like my room?
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Maybe...
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I like it.
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Why are there only
my favorite things.
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Does this include me?
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Yes, you are part of the group.
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I feel good here.
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I like coming back here.
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I'm home, Mom.
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Listen, your sister...
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Are you listening?
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She never listened to her mother.
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It's too late to
regrets.
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listen to me or you will
End up like your sister.
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You two have the same
the blood of that man.
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There's no way.
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I'm tired! Where are you?
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Not with your father again...
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I won't allow it.
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Have you ever thought...
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Will you pick up the phone and call me?
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Okay, I understand.
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I worked my life
all for you...
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and now you abandon me.
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At least your sister
had a heart...
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How unpleasant.
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Listen...
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if you continue with
this selfish attitude...
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you will pay for this...
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I swear it will.
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You, you, you...
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How dare you
act like that with me?
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Your father tortured me, he did
whatever pleased him.
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And now my
own daughter hates me.
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What's the point of living?
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Tomorrow I will leave the hospital...
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and it's also your birthday.
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Please, why
won't you come home?
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Right.
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Do you know what day tomorrow is?
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It probably is
your birthday, right?
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Exactly, so
let's go out together again.
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I don't want to be alone
on my birthday.
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the 5th day ~ 26 days left
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What are you doing?
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Rainy days are dedicated days
to my father and my sister.
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They passed away.
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And tomorrow is my birthday...
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For her, reality,
without a doubt...
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he was just an enemy
that hurt her...
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Your days are lived in
loneliness and endless darkness.
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I wanted to ease your sadness and
melancholy, even if just a little.
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Even if it was just for
make up for my own past.
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Can we be together?
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Of course.
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Do you know what day tomorrow is?
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Tomorrow is your birthday.
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the 6th day ~ 25 days left
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They are exactly...
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5:59AM
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and...
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30 seconds.
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They are exactly...
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5:59AM
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and...
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40 seconds.
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They are exactly
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5:59AM
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and...
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50 seconds
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They are exactly
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6AM
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They are exactly
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6AM
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and 10 seconds
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Good morning!
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I will...
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take you on a tour
for my house.
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First...
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this is...
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The secret fourth floor.
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And this is...
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This is Lucy.
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The third...
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secret floor.
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And this is...
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The second...
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Secret floor.
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And this is...
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The first...
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Secret floor.
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It has a basement.
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No!
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This one is absolutely secret!
You should never go in there!
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And this is...
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The fifth...
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Secret floor.
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And this is...
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The sixth...
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What?
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Secret floor.
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And this is...
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The seventh...
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Secret floor.
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Why are they all secret?
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Because...
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They are our secret.
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And finally...
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This is...
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The ceiling...
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Secret.
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These... stairs...
they are to die for...
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I'm getting old...
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Do you like high places?
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Not at all.
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But I do.
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Sometimes, I
I come here to check it out.
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Check what?
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If I'm still feeling okay.
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The sky is beautiful.
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The stars are beautiful.
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The moon is beautiful.
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The light is beautiful.
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If I didn't exist...
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There would only be beautiful things...
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Maybe it would be better
if I didn't exist.
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And my blood?
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Maybe he's handsome.
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Maybe I'll find out...
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See, I'm still fine.
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I didn't let myself be taken.
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It's still fine
to stay alive.
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An expressionless mosquito.
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A really big one.
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One much bigger than me.
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He landed and lay still.
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A very creature
The bigger one ends up capturing him.
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The creature grabbed the legs
of the mosquito and flapped its wings.
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Flying high, the creature
passes over me.
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The mosquito's legs
they leave and he ends up falling.
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Still expressionless...
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He falls and falls.
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Where did you get that from?
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From the inside of my head.
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It looks like a head
very interesting.
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Now it's your turn...
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to speak.
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About what?
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Something.
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Something...
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Anything.
I just want to hear you talk.
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Have you ever heard of Fireman?
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No.
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Well, when I was a kid...
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He was like Ultraman...
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His enemies attacked him
and in the end, he died....
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It caught fire.
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And then he died.
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Fireman ended up burned.
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He shouted "Fire!", but
I was actually afraid of fire...
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Maybe he was Fireman
Why did it burn?
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But it wasn't that
that you wanted.
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I didn't understand correctly,
but it was interesting.
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That's what she says,
but I wonder...
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Maybe, everything she wanted
it was hearing someone else's voice...
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Maybe, everything she wanted
it was to stop feeling alone.
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Do you know what day tomorrow is?
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Your birthday, right?
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Echoes come out of the old...
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creaky roof
arcade, and the routine sky...
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disturbs my happiness...
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See you tomorrow?
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If I'm still alive.
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the 7th day ~ 24 days left
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Do you like cars?
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Not as much as
trains or boats...
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but enough.
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I like.
286
00:23:00,546 --> 00:23:01,513
Of the cars.
287
00:23:01,647 --> 00:23:02,944
Why?
288
00:23:03,048 --> 00:23:05,278
Because my sister liked them.
289
00:23:07,519 --> 00:23:09,248
Where were you before?
290
00:23:11,356 --> 00:23:14,189
I returned to the hotel to
pick up my things.
291
00:23:14,293 --> 00:23:16,022
This and that.
292
00:23:16,728 --> 00:23:20,721
No, I mean, what
I was doing until now...
293
00:23:21,834 --> 00:23:24,098
I made my way
regular so far...
294
00:23:24,570 --> 00:23:26,902
The bookstore, store
departments...
295
00:23:27,306 --> 00:23:28,933
and the toy store.
296
00:23:29,074 --> 00:23:31,542
No.
297
00:23:32,578 --> 00:23:37,174
I mean, where
you lived before here.
298
00:23:38,450 --> 00:23:41,317
Ah... in Tokyo.
299
00:23:43,755 --> 00:23:45,746
Why did you come here?
300
00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:50,818
I wanted to reflect
about things.
301
00:23:50,896 --> 00:23:52,693
I was kinda tired.
302
00:23:54,233 --> 00:23:55,928
Hard times?
303
00:23:58,103 --> 00:24:01,004
Well, there was a lot
thing happening.
304
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,838
But actually, no
it was about nothing.
305
00:24:05,878 --> 00:24:07,778
You look like my mother.
306
00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:12,146
She always said that life
It's full of hard times.
307
00:24:41,113 --> 00:24:44,640
It must be a mistake.
308
00:24:45,317 --> 00:24:48,980
Haven't you received any calls today?
309
00:24:50,556 --> 00:24:53,184
Yes, the deal was made.
310
00:24:55,227 --> 00:24:57,092
And what are you doing?
311
00:24:57,196 --> 00:24:59,790
What? Nothing...
312
00:25:01,767 --> 00:25:05,362
My current job
leaves me exhausted.
313
00:25:05,871 --> 00:25:08,362
So I keep
certain distance.
314
00:25:10,609 --> 00:25:14,807
In fact, I wanted
make live-action films.
315
00:25:15,614 --> 00:25:18,708
live-action films.
Cinema.
316
00:25:18,817 --> 00:25:20,079
Films?
317
00:25:21,486 --> 00:25:22,817
Movies...
318
00:25:23,288 --> 00:25:26,485
Why don't you
do? You should.
319
00:25:26,592 --> 00:25:29,220
From now on
you are the "Director".
320
00:25:29,461 --> 00:25:31,326
I will call you "Director".
321
00:25:31,697 --> 00:25:33,358
Director...
322
00:25:35,901 --> 00:25:37,061
"Cut" this one.
323
00:25:39,037 --> 00:25:40,504
A toast.
324
00:25:40,806 --> 00:25:43,673
I want the blue, the blue...
325
00:25:43,775 --> 00:25:45,640
This one, the blue one?
326
00:25:45,744 --> 00:25:47,211
"Camera, action."
327
00:25:47,312 --> 00:25:49,974
Hey, you cheated.
328
00:25:50,616 --> 00:25:53,084
He stopped.
329
00:25:55,988 --> 00:25:57,580
Tell me, tell me...
330
00:25:58,991 --> 00:26:00,288
Tell me...
331
00:26:00,959 --> 00:26:02,927
Do you know what day tomorrow is?
332
00:26:03,161 --> 00:26:07,222
Tomorrow? Tomorrow
It's your birthday.
333
00:26:13,905 --> 00:26:15,805
Now you got it right,
334
00:26:16,475 --> 00:26:18,033
Director.
335
00:26:18,510 --> 00:26:20,705
the 8th day ~ 23 days left
336
00:26:31,223 --> 00:26:32,781
I still feel good today.
337
00:26:45,203 --> 00:26:46,761
I'm done.
338
00:27:06,391 --> 00:27:10,885
Yes, yes, I will start
filming today...
339
00:27:10,996 --> 00:27:12,964
But I can't say what it will be like...
340
00:27:13,298 --> 00:27:16,563
Yes, yes...
341
00:27:22,107 --> 00:27:24,507
"A sketch..."
342
00:27:27,946 --> 00:27:29,345
Roll 1
343
00:27:32,851 --> 00:27:34,318
Filming.
344
00:27:36,254 --> 00:27:37,482
It's filming.
345
00:27:37,989 --> 00:27:39,456
I'm filming you.
346
00:27:43,028 --> 00:27:44,586
Say something.
347
00:27:54,806 --> 00:27:56,740
Looks like she ran away.
348
00:27:58,744 --> 00:28:00,837
Is this outfit okay?
349
00:28:03,014 --> 00:28:05,141
Is it good for the film?
350
00:28:05,951 --> 00:28:09,216
Yes, I think it's good.
351
00:28:09,488 --> 00:28:12,946
I don't know much about clothes.
352
00:28:15,227 --> 00:28:17,024
I don't care much about fashion.
353
00:28:18,897 --> 00:28:20,489
It's beautiful.
354
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:30,174
Are you filming...?
355
00:28:31,443 --> 00:28:33,104
It's about to leave.
356
00:28:50,295 --> 00:28:51,728
Are you happy?
357
00:28:52,964 --> 00:28:54,693
Happy on the train?
358
00:28:58,670 --> 00:29:01,070
Happy on the train with you.
359
00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:11,939
I've never been here before.
360
00:29:15,787 --> 00:29:17,516
"The unknown."
361
00:29:18,924 --> 00:29:20,414
Yes, it's exciting.
362
00:29:20,659 --> 00:29:25,119
Train riding is the perfect way
to escape the boredom of my days.
363
00:29:25,530 --> 00:29:29,489
The landscape flows cinematically.
The sound effects are perfect.
364
00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:32,263
My fantasy about her grows stronger.
365
00:29:33,004 --> 00:29:35,097
I won't be bored
for a while.
366
00:29:35,340 --> 00:29:39,800
The days I spend with
her, they are like a hot bath.
367
00:29:39,945 --> 00:29:44,006
Even your shy smile
puts me in a good mood.
368
00:29:44,416 --> 00:29:47,908
Every day that passes
we are closer to death.
369
00:29:48,019 --> 00:29:49,611
No one wants to lose
these moments.
370
00:29:49,888 --> 00:29:53,346
That's why I decided to film it.
371
00:29:53,758 --> 00:29:56,226
Films, mainly
animations...
372
00:29:56,228 --> 00:29:59,363
They are the pure incarnation of our
personal and collective fantasies...
373
00:29:59,431 --> 00:30:03,959
Selectively manipulated
in narrative structures...
374
00:30:04,302 --> 00:30:09,433
Even live-action films do not
correspond to reality...
375
00:30:09,975 --> 00:30:14,776
And therefore, reality, replaced
through fantasy, it loses its value.
376
00:30:15,013 --> 00:30:18,312
We call this "inversion
of reality and fantasy"
377
00:30:18,416 --> 00:30:21,408
I don't care
more with none of that.
378
00:30:21,887 --> 00:30:24,822
My consciousness, my reality...
379
00:30:25,056 --> 00:30:28,116
My subject, everything
focuses on her.
380
00:30:28,693 --> 00:30:31,890
Without a doubt she seeks
escape into fantasy.
381
00:30:32,130 --> 00:30:35,793
Without a doubt me too
I want to escape into fantasy.
382
00:30:36,134 --> 00:30:40,298
I wanted to keep a visual record
of these contradictory phenomena.
383
00:30:40,805 --> 00:30:44,241
But my behavior is nothing
more than an excuse...
384
00:30:44,376 --> 00:30:46,340
To compensate
my inability to...
385
00:30:46,364 --> 00:30:48,779
communicate not
be through images.
386
00:30:54,753 --> 00:30:58,245
This is the way
to the mysterious basement.
387
00:30:58,557 --> 00:31:02,084
I was banned from
come in and film...
388
00:31:03,028 --> 00:31:07,089
I can't show more
than that, sorry.
389
00:31:08,433 --> 00:31:11,425
External forces...
390
00:31:11,636 --> 00:31:16,198
force me to omit
from the 1st to the 7th floor.
391
00:31:20,645 --> 00:31:23,910
Now, the roof...
392
00:31:32,857 --> 00:31:35,849
So, this is the roof...
393
00:31:36,695 --> 00:31:38,287
Wow, it's really loud...
394
00:31:40,165 --> 00:31:44,124
This is where she always...
395
00:31:44,235 --> 00:31:47,329
check how you feel.
396
00:31:47,472 --> 00:31:49,872
Do you know what day tomorrow is?
397
00:31:50,141 --> 00:31:52,701
Yes, your birthday. It is not?
398
00:31:54,112 --> 00:31:59,243
Every day, she postpones tomorrow,
transforming today into yesterday.
399
00:31:59,451 --> 00:32:02,978
A typical day in your life.
400
00:32:04,022 --> 00:32:06,149
the 9th day ~ 22 days left
401
00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:09,954
She only sleeps a little before
of the sunrise.
402
00:32:10,061 --> 00:32:15,260
But wake up before
6:00AM to hear the time...
403
00:32:16,334 --> 00:32:20,270
As far as I know,
She barely sleeps.
404
00:32:32,717 --> 00:32:35,709
Hey, go to sleep.
405
00:32:37,822 --> 00:32:41,883
Are you sleepless?
Don't want to sleep?
406
00:32:42,494 --> 00:32:44,724
I'm afraid to sleep.
407
00:32:45,263 --> 00:32:46,992
When I close my eyes.
408
00:32:47,098 --> 00:32:52,058
Something very heavy feels
crush my head.
409
00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:56,573
I try to push him away again and again
new but still getting closer.
410
00:32:56,841 --> 00:32:59,571
I can't close my eyes...
411
00:32:59,678 --> 00:33:01,703
That's why I don't sleep.
412
00:33:01,980 --> 00:33:03,709
I faint.
413
00:33:05,150 --> 00:33:07,744
But I like that soon
tomorrow will come.
414
00:33:08,887 --> 00:33:11,048
Why tomorrow...
415
00:33:12,924 --> 00:33:15,722
Do you know what day tomorrow is?
416
00:33:17,162 --> 00:33:19,221
Your birthday, right?
417
00:33:21,132 --> 00:33:26,195
Afraid to face the truth,
she rejects even sleep...
418
00:33:26,705 --> 00:33:30,869
Not that there is an absolute truth
in the ambiguity of human memory.
419
00:33:31,242 --> 00:33:35,906
Your best and only means of
Survival depends on...
420
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:38,005
destruction and renewal of his memory.
421
00:33:38,450 --> 00:33:42,682
Many more days will bear the mark of
forgetting this joyful celebration...
422
00:33:42,921 --> 00:33:46,448
What do I want from her?
423
00:33:48,460 --> 00:33:53,193
You better sleep tomorrow
you will film again...
424
00:33:54,399 --> 00:33:56,594
the 10th day ~ 21 days left
425
00:33:58,503 --> 00:34:01,870
Today, again, I
I engrave your image...
426
00:34:02,140 --> 00:34:06,736
Of their own free will and
on my own purpose...
427
00:34:06,845 --> 00:34:11,441
For I find in the act of capturing the
your being, a relief in my own soul.
428
00:34:12,250 --> 00:34:16,311
Images transform
my real past in fiction.
429
00:34:16,788 --> 00:34:21,020
Each of us can
edit and change your memories.
430
00:34:21,626 --> 00:34:26,586
This process can also
be done through these images.
431
00:34:26,698 --> 00:34:30,429
Can I remodel the
past, update the story.
432
00:34:30,535 --> 00:34:33,026
And brush it the way you want
what I think is best.
433
00:34:33,705 --> 00:34:37,573
Recreating the present
as something invulnerable...
434
00:34:37,675 --> 00:34:41,509
A world of fiction and fantasy.
435
00:34:42,046 --> 00:34:47,143
She's just like me, just
we use different methods.
436
00:34:54,726 --> 00:34:56,990
Look what I found.
437
00:34:59,397 --> 00:35:02,525
What is that? throw it away.
438
00:35:02,734 --> 00:35:05,134
The Director also
read these things?
439
00:35:05,537 --> 00:35:07,061
I don't read.
440
00:35:08,740 --> 00:35:10,139
I am not.
441
00:35:10,909 --> 00:35:11,967
Liar.
442
00:35:12,110 --> 00:35:13,634
I am not.
443
00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:15,075
Why not?
444
00:35:17,015 --> 00:35:18,880
Well, I prefer
read something lighter...
445
00:35:18,983 --> 00:35:21,076
You read.
Perverted.
446
00:35:21,186 --> 00:35:25,054
Like Playboy, or something like that.
447
00:35:25,890 --> 00:35:30,418
"Women who drown in pleasure,
reaching orgasm when they need it..."
448
00:35:30,528 --> 00:35:31,995
Don't read this...
449
00:35:32,397 --> 00:35:34,024
"Normal sex is not enough"
450
00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:34,928
Stop.
451
00:35:35,033 --> 00:35:38,298
"The nymphomaniacs who have
very exotic sexual fantasies"
452
00:35:38,403 --> 00:35:40,530
Stop, it's embarrassing.
453
00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:46,971
Throw that away.
454
00:35:47,745 --> 00:35:49,076
It's dirty...
455
00:35:53,251 --> 00:35:55,583
The Director likes these things.
456
00:35:59,224 --> 00:36:01,158
What can I say?
457
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,151
Say, "Hot."
458
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:10,900
No.
459
00:36:12,904 --> 00:36:14,371
You like it.
460
00:36:14,806 --> 00:36:16,774
No, they are too big.
461
00:36:16,908 --> 00:36:19,376
You like these things.
462
00:36:27,685 --> 00:36:29,516
Do you like sex?
463
00:36:31,589 --> 00:36:36,549
Well, all men like it.
464
00:36:36,661 --> 00:36:38,128
And you, Director?
465
00:36:38,229 --> 00:36:41,687
Well, the Director didn't even
likes or dislikes...
466
00:36:41,933 --> 00:36:43,594
I can't say I hate it.
467
00:36:43,701 --> 00:36:45,794
So you like it.
468
00:36:47,105 --> 00:36:48,572
I don't like.
469
00:36:49,941 --> 00:36:53,274
Because if you like...
470
00:36:53,378 --> 00:36:55,608
You are nothing more than
what man or woman...
471
00:36:55,914 --> 00:36:57,973
Just like everyone else.
472
00:36:58,383 --> 00:36:59,873
So I hate it.
473
00:37:00,585 --> 00:37:02,052
I really hate it!
474
00:37:05,023 --> 00:37:07,491
A Kumoha 42 Train.
475
00:37:07,592 --> 00:37:11,050
Features: 20 meters,
with seat for the driver.
476
00:37:11,162 --> 00:37:15,656
2 doors, seats on both sides.
477
00:37:15,767 --> 00:37:18,031
Ceiling fans,
parallel to the floor.
478
00:37:18,136 --> 00:37:20,263
Train color: Grape
479
00:37:20,405 --> 00:37:24,739
Capacity: 104.
68 sitting, 36 standing.
480
00:37:24,842 --> 00:37:27,743
Weight: 45 tons.
Built in 1933.
481
00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:32,873
These two trains are the only ones in this
type that still work in Japan.
482
00:37:34,619 --> 00:37:36,211
Wait a minute.
483
00:37:47,999 --> 00:37:49,398
Hello.
484
00:37:49,634 --> 00:37:52,967
Yes, in Ube.
485
00:37:54,539 --> 00:37:56,939
Yes, I'm filming.
486
00:37:57,041 --> 00:37:59,908
I can't say
whether it is good or not.
487
00:38:00,712 --> 00:38:04,739
I will send a sketch via
email when finished.
488
00:38:04,849 --> 00:38:07,181
Tell me what you think.
489
00:38:07,618 --> 00:38:10,746
Sure, it looks good. Yes.
490
00:38:12,090 --> 00:38:15,890
It's a woman again,
Perverted director.
491
00:38:18,963 --> 00:38:21,431
No, it's nothing like that.
492
00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:24,067
Lucky you.
493
00:38:24,168 --> 00:38:27,535
At least once a day
You have someone to talk to.
494
00:38:27,672 --> 00:38:29,537
It's not that.
495
00:38:30,641 --> 00:38:33,201
I don't care who it is.
At least someone calls you.
496
00:38:39,484 --> 00:38:40,542
You want?
497
00:38:52,663 --> 00:38:54,187
Give it back to me.
498
00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:57,462
Here.
499
00:39:05,176 --> 00:39:08,612
That night, your
smile disappeared...
500
00:39:08,713 --> 00:39:11,181
next to the falling rain.
501
00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:39,707
Hey, are you okay?
502
00:39:44,482 --> 00:39:45,881
I'll go in.
503
00:40:40,671 --> 00:40:42,366
Tomorrow it will rain.
504
00:40:42,773 --> 00:40:44,331
Tomorrow it will rain.
505
00:41:27,518 --> 00:41:29,247
What are you doing?
506
00:41:29,587 --> 00:41:31,987
Tomorrow is my birthday!
507
00:41:52,310 --> 00:41:54,505
the 11th day ~ 20 days left
508
00:42:01,219 --> 00:42:02,584
Today is...
509
00:42:02,687 --> 00:42:05,520
my father and sister's day...
510
00:42:05,823 --> 00:42:07,620
I like rainy days...
511
00:42:07,725 --> 00:42:09,818
Because when it rains...
512
00:42:09,927 --> 00:42:14,261
All the happy people in
world finally come down.
513
00:42:14,365 --> 00:42:16,230
That's why
I like the rain.
514
00:42:26,310 --> 00:42:28,175
The rain she loves so much.
515
00:42:28,579 --> 00:42:31,343
On sunny days,
She hides her emotions...
516
00:42:31,449 --> 00:42:34,247
On rainy days, she leaves
your emotions explode...
517
00:42:34,585 --> 00:42:38,715
These emotions,
loneliness and sadness...
518
00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:43,853
They make you excited, but
contradicts what she really feels...
519
00:42:43,961 --> 00:42:47,124
making her
act agitated.
520
00:42:47,331 --> 00:42:48,525
so...
521
00:42:48,633 --> 00:42:53,297
She has a lot of reactions
different during rainy days...
522
00:42:53,838 --> 00:42:56,534
What kind of sadness
does she carry it inside her?
523
00:42:56,841 --> 00:43:00,470
Without a doubt, the
deaths of their family members.
524
00:43:01,245 --> 00:43:04,146
Right now
I'm convinced...
525
00:43:04,248 --> 00:43:07,641
That deep inside your
heart, she longs...
526
00:43:07,652 --> 00:43:09,944
end your
own existence.
527
00:43:10,054 --> 00:43:12,215
the 12th day ~ 19 days left
528
00:43:12,323 --> 00:43:15,987
The dawn of a new day arrives
529
00:43:16,093 --> 00:43:19,756
full of hope
530
00:43:19,864 --> 00:43:23,561
fill yours
hearts of happiness
531
00:43:23,668 --> 00:43:27,434
And look at the blue sky!
532
00:43:27,571 --> 00:43:35,211
Listen to the voice on the radio,
with an open heart!
533
00:43:35,313 --> 00:43:39,477
Feel the cool breeze on your face.
534
00:43:39,483 --> 00:43:40,183
Now
535
00:43:40,326 --> 00:43:41,228
Now, 1...
536
00:43:41,252 --> 00:43:42,352
Now, 1... 2...
537
00:43:42,386 --> 00:43:43,666
Now, 1... 2... 3...
538
00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:46,556
I still feel good today.
539
00:43:48,826 --> 00:43:52,956
Have something to hold on to
when you're scared...
540
00:43:53,064 --> 00:43:55,396
is enough to
reassure me.
541
00:43:57,968 --> 00:44:00,334
And this is...
542
00:44:00,604 --> 00:44:02,037
My space...
543
00:44:02,139 --> 00:44:04,164
of secret ritual.
544
00:44:04,742 --> 00:44:06,801
It must always be flooded.
545
00:44:06,944 --> 00:44:09,879
It is a very sacred place.
546
00:44:15,019 --> 00:44:18,113
But as of today, it's open.
547
00:44:18,222 --> 00:44:21,521
The Director can enter
with your video camera.
548
00:44:24,829 --> 00:44:26,194
Can't it be there?
549
00:44:26,297 --> 00:44:28,765
It looks better here.
550
00:44:28,866 --> 00:44:32,165
There's an umbrella here.
551
00:44:32,703 --> 00:44:34,136
Umbrella.
552
00:44:37,174 --> 00:44:38,664
Won't you need it?
553
00:44:39,510 --> 00:44:42,570
From today...
I will use this...
554
00:44:43,381 --> 00:44:44,780
What is this?
555
00:44:45,416 --> 00:44:46,940
A video camera...
556
00:44:47,251 --> 00:44:48,377
like yours.
557
00:44:49,754 --> 00:44:52,120
The Director has already been in
somewhere fun before?
558
00:44:57,161 --> 00:45:00,756
I can't think of
something now, sorry...
559
00:45:02,366 --> 00:45:04,300
Well then...
560
00:45:04,402 --> 00:45:06,336
Do you have a favorite place?
561
00:45:06,704 --> 00:45:10,970
Well... this city
It's not that bad...
562
00:45:13,144 --> 00:45:14,668
I love the desert.
563
00:45:14,812 --> 00:45:16,143
The desert?
564
00:45:16,247 --> 00:45:17,714
The desert.
565
00:45:18,883 --> 00:45:23,411
A simple place with
just sand and sky.
566
00:45:24,422 --> 00:45:26,413
It's very beautiful.
567
00:45:26,757 --> 00:45:30,215
But it's beautiful because
that no one lives there.
568
00:45:31,362 --> 00:45:35,355
There are no humans
to ruin the place.
569
00:45:35,766 --> 00:45:38,291
A beautiful world without
existence of people.
570
00:45:38,402 --> 00:45:40,131
That sounds good.
571
00:45:41,205 --> 00:45:42,866
Do you like train tracks?
572
00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:45,208
What? Yes.
573
00:45:45,476 --> 00:45:46,943
Why?
574
00:45:47,344 --> 00:45:48,811
Well...
575
00:45:50,648 --> 00:45:55,585
How to explain this...?
Because they are mechanics...
576
00:45:57,521 --> 00:46:00,615
And the rails are fixed, right?
577
00:46:01,192 --> 00:46:05,595
Just get on the train, don't you
need to choose which path to follow.
578
00:46:06,197 --> 00:46:08,757
This feeling reassures me.
579
00:46:09,667 --> 00:46:10,895
And you?
580
00:46:11,235 --> 00:46:12,429
I like.
581
00:46:12,536 --> 00:46:13,867
Why?
582
00:46:14,004 --> 00:46:16,472
Because these two trails...
583
00:46:16,607 --> 00:46:19,474
They will never cross paths...
584
00:46:19,910 --> 00:46:21,400
However...
585
00:46:21,745 --> 00:46:23,804
The two remain together.
586
00:46:24,048 --> 00:46:25,675
That's why!
587
00:46:26,183 --> 00:46:28,276
They abandoned me...
588
00:46:28,786 --> 00:46:31,846
I was abused and
then abandoned...
589
00:46:32,423 --> 00:46:34,516
I tried everything...
590
00:46:34,625 --> 00:46:37,958
But my fear made me tremble...
591
00:46:39,630 --> 00:46:42,225
Magic powers
of a pair of data...
592
00:46:42,533 --> 00:46:44,592
They continue to influence me...
593
00:46:45,269 --> 00:46:47,396
Without weakening.
594
00:46:48,339 --> 00:46:51,399
If only I could say...
595
00:46:51,642 --> 00:46:54,133
That I'm so happy
for having met you...
596
00:46:54,278 --> 00:46:56,542
I whisper to myself...
597
00:47:11,395 --> 00:47:13,989
My umbrella...
My umbrella...
598
00:47:36,854 --> 00:47:40,187
If I died in your place...
599
00:47:41,158 --> 00:47:43,285
How would the heavens separate?
600
00:47:43,961 --> 00:47:46,225
Which direction would the wind blow?
601
00:47:48,499 --> 00:47:51,832
Under the footsteps of that
dark reddish space...
602
00:47:53,070 --> 00:47:57,097
you used that sharp spear...
603
00:47:57,808 --> 00:48:01,266
and you stabbed me...
604
00:48:02,279 --> 00:48:05,248
again and again...
605
00:48:09,420 --> 00:48:12,014
It's useless, I can't write.
606
00:48:12,856 --> 00:48:14,983
It doesn't make sense.
607
00:48:15,292 --> 00:48:17,692
Maybe it's time to give up.
608
00:48:18,862 --> 00:48:21,160
What will I do if I give up?
609
00:48:21,498 --> 00:48:23,966
What do you think?
610
00:48:27,671 --> 00:48:30,003
Sorry. I'll call you back.
611
00:48:31,642 --> 00:48:34,440
What are you doing?
612
00:48:46,056 --> 00:48:48,286
the 13th day ~ 18 days left
613
00:48:57,901 --> 00:49:01,359
Today, she didn't even arrive
near the roof...
614
00:49:01,505 --> 00:49:03,473
or the train tracks.
615
00:49:03,607 --> 00:49:07,202
She didn't even try to leave the room.
616
00:50:17,314 --> 00:50:19,214
Tomorrow is my birthday.
617
00:50:19,316 --> 00:50:21,375
Tomorrow is my birthday.
618
00:50:25,556 --> 00:50:27,046
Be happy.
619
00:50:27,291 --> 00:50:28,883
Be happy.
620
00:50:38,068 --> 00:50:41,060
She never talked about
what scared her...
621
00:50:41,205 --> 00:50:43,537
what I wanted to escape from...
622
00:50:44,007 --> 00:50:47,101
She didn't see anyone
beyond itself.
623
00:50:47,544 --> 00:50:51,480
I no longer existed
in her heart.
624
00:50:52,516 --> 00:50:57,317
That day passed without
exchange a single word...
625
00:50:57,421 --> 00:51:01,824
or a single look,
or a single shot.
626
00:51:02,059 --> 00:51:06,723
I didn't have the courage
to film her in that state.
627
00:51:07,631 --> 00:51:10,691
Your oppressive reality...
628
00:51:10,801 --> 00:51:13,793
I was starting to
It weighs on me too.
629
00:51:25,249 --> 00:51:27,479
the 14th day ~ 17 days left
630
00:51:28,819 --> 00:51:33,813
She found a cat
that day, without me knowing...
631
00:51:42,499 --> 00:51:45,366
Look, mom.
Isn't that a pretty cat?
632
00:51:45,469 --> 00:51:47,528
It's called "Jelly".
633
00:51:48,872 --> 00:51:51,363
Look, it's mom.
634
00:51:51,508 --> 00:51:54,909
Our very lovely mommy.
635
00:51:55,412 --> 00:51:58,006
Let's say "Hello"
for her, Jelly.
636
00:52:00,918 --> 00:52:03,386
Do you know what day tomorrow is?
637
00:52:05,489 --> 00:52:07,354
Tomorrow...
638
00:52:07,858 --> 00:52:10,326
It's my birthday.
639
00:52:10,427 --> 00:52:12,918
Days 15 to 19 ~ 12 days remaining
640
00:52:13,363 --> 00:52:16,526
She interrupted the ritual.
641
00:52:17,100 --> 00:52:21,230
Since that day, I hadn't gone
to the roof, nor visited the tracks...
642
00:52:21,371 --> 00:52:23,771
but I played with
the cat all day.
643
00:52:24,174 --> 00:52:28,975
Playing with the cat seemed
allow her to avoid herself.
644
00:52:29,580 --> 00:52:34,711
She still slept very little
and now I barely ate.
645
00:52:34,985 --> 00:52:37,647
I was just playing with the cat.
646
00:52:37,754 --> 00:52:40,154
Nothing important
could be filmed.
647
00:52:40,591 --> 00:52:44,220
Except that now we don't even
we talk or exchange glances.
648
00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:50,057
I remain locked
out of your heart.
649
00:52:50,567 --> 00:52:53,661
Come here, Jelly!
650
00:53:04,348 --> 00:53:06,248
Why don't you come?
651
00:53:11,989 --> 00:53:14,219
the 20th day ~ 11 days left
652
00:53:14,324 --> 00:53:18,226
The cat disappeared that day.
653
00:53:19,396 --> 00:53:21,364
A photographer's dream.
654
00:53:21,632 --> 00:53:23,623
The soul of the writer.
655
00:53:24,101 --> 00:53:26,569
The Director's Obsession.
656
00:53:26,837 --> 00:53:28,805
The actor's illness.
657
00:53:28,939 --> 00:53:30,531
Red cheeks.
658
00:53:30,674 --> 00:53:32,471
Swollen lips.
659
00:53:32,576 --> 00:53:34,635
Tight ropes.
660
00:53:36,513 --> 00:53:38,606
A fragile human heart
661
00:53:38,715 --> 00:53:41,377
Can be easily captured.
662
00:53:42,219 --> 00:53:44,517
An evil song.
663
00:53:44,821 --> 00:53:46,846
Play in the darkness.
664
00:53:47,090 --> 00:53:48,921
Involving the girl.
665
00:53:49,026 --> 00:53:50,823
Could you eat this?
666
00:53:51,028 --> 00:53:52,586
Announcing...
667
00:53:52,763 --> 00:53:56,130
The arrival of my
true mother...
668
00:53:56,233 --> 00:53:57,962
The girl dances...
669
00:53:58,769 --> 00:54:00,498
Wildly...
670
00:54:01,305 --> 00:54:02,704
Wildly...
671
00:54:54,658 --> 00:54:58,492
She didn't come back
home that day.
672
00:54:59,029 --> 00:55:00,291
And suddenly...
673
00:55:00,397 --> 00:55:04,993
I noticed that I was happy
because the cat left.
674
00:55:10,807 --> 00:55:13,037
the 21st day ~ 10 days left
675
00:55:42,205 --> 00:55:43,331
Well...
676
00:55:45,042 --> 00:55:46,475
And the cat?
677
00:55:54,751 --> 00:55:56,343
My mother...
678
00:55:57,521 --> 00:55:59,512
My mother was inside me.
679
00:56:00,957 --> 00:56:03,221
I became my mother.
680
00:56:44,801 --> 00:56:45,733
Stop it!
681
00:56:47,471 --> 00:56:49,098
What are you doing?
682
00:57:15,532 --> 00:57:16,999
Stop it!
683
00:57:21,938 --> 00:57:23,428
Calm down!
684
00:57:25,909 --> 00:57:30,175
Why weren't you
here at that time?
685
00:57:30,380 --> 00:57:31,938
Why?
686
00:57:45,061 --> 00:57:46,653
Calm down!
687
00:57:47,330 --> 00:57:48,797
Calm down!
688
00:58:41,017 --> 00:58:43,008
That's the sound of the Director...
689
00:58:45,488 --> 00:58:47,479
It's beating...
690
00:58:51,661 --> 00:58:53,526
It's a gentle sound...
691
00:58:53,930 --> 00:58:56,023
I had never heard it before...
692
00:59:24,527 --> 00:59:26,927
Don't leave, okay?
693
00:59:28,898 --> 00:59:31,958
Don't disappear like that, okay?
694
00:59:35,572 --> 00:59:38,598
Never leave me alone
again, okay?
695
00:59:40,744 --> 00:59:42,302
Promise me...
696
00:59:43,847 --> 00:59:47,078
Why tomorrow
It's my birthday.
697
00:59:50,053 --> 00:59:53,386
Of course, it's okay.
698
00:59:55,992 --> 00:59:57,653
You have to...
699
00:59:58,728 --> 01:00:00,923
Be with me in
my birthday...
700
01:00:02,866 --> 01:00:04,993
Forever, okay?
701
01:00:21,818 --> 01:00:24,184
What is the Director thinking?
702
01:00:24,888 --> 01:00:29,222
What?
Nothing, sorry.
703
01:00:43,206 --> 01:00:45,401
the 22nd day ~ 9 days left
704
01:01:19,641 --> 01:01:21,006
I don't believe!
705
01:01:21,109 --> 01:01:24,704
Hey. Wake up!
706
01:01:27,148 --> 01:01:28,547
It's past 6 o'clock.
707
01:01:38,460 --> 01:01:42,191
No... wait...
708
01:01:45,367 --> 01:01:47,028
Don't go up.
709
01:01:51,706 --> 01:01:53,003
Here we go.
710
01:02:23,071 --> 01:02:24,402
Are you well?
711
01:02:36,785 --> 01:02:40,083
The Director's heart
says I'm fine.
712
01:02:45,093 --> 01:02:47,220
So…
713
01:02:47,329 --> 01:02:49,593
What will we do today?
714
01:02:50,165 --> 01:02:51,291
Amusement park.
715
01:02:54,069 --> 01:02:56,037
I can handle this one.
716
01:03:07,415 --> 01:03:09,474
Sorry, there's something scary.
717
01:03:16,591 --> 01:03:19,321
Director, monkeys.
718
01:03:19,427 --> 01:03:21,292
Monkeys and goats.
719
01:03:29,671 --> 01:03:32,367
I made a big
discovered this morning.
720
01:03:35,076 --> 01:03:36,566
Guess what...
721
01:03:38,513 --> 01:03:41,505
I'm no longer afraid to sleep...
722
01:03:42,350 --> 01:03:45,217
Why do I know that the Director
Now you're by my side...
723
01:03:45,320 --> 01:03:49,848
So I can close
your eyes at ease...
724
01:03:51,426 --> 01:03:53,018
And then...
725
01:03:54,229 --> 01:03:56,163
I have nothing to fear anymore...
726
01:03:56,264 --> 01:03:58,664
Nothing can bother me more...
727
01:04:01,603 --> 01:04:05,266
In fact, my body
it seems very light...
728
01:04:05,407 --> 01:04:07,204
I can simply
fall asleep.
729
01:04:07,475 --> 01:04:09,443
This is incredible.
730
01:04:09,577 --> 01:04:14,014
Really incredible.
Do you understand what it means?
731
01:04:14,115 --> 01:04:16,106
It's a great discovery!
732
01:04:17,485 --> 01:04:18,474
In truth.
733
01:04:30,565 --> 01:04:31,827
That's a good angle.
734
01:04:32,133 --> 01:04:35,591
The wind doesn't seem so
strong when I lie like this.
735
01:04:35,704 --> 01:04:37,467
You're right.
736
01:04:51,453 --> 01:04:54,581
It's okay to sleep with me, isn't it?
I like.
737
01:04:55,290 --> 01:04:56,814
Me too.
738
01:04:57,092 --> 01:05:02,160
I always wonder if there is
something better than that...
739
01:05:02,297 --> 01:05:03,321
Liar.
740
01:05:03,431 --> 01:05:04,762
It is serious.
741
01:05:06,301 --> 01:05:07,962
Well then...
742
01:05:08,536 --> 01:05:10,504
Why do you like
to sleep with me?
743
01:05:12,073 --> 01:05:13,233
It's cozy.
744
01:05:13,942 --> 01:05:15,341
Cozy...
745
01:05:15,443 --> 01:05:17,035
For me...
746
01:05:17,512 --> 01:05:20,447
That's why when I wake up
in the middle of the night...
747
01:05:21,049 --> 01:05:23,040
The Director is
lying in front of me.
748
01:05:23,151 --> 01:05:25,711
Then I can see your face.
749
01:05:25,820 --> 01:05:29,756
And it's very comforting.
He understands?
750
01:05:31,259 --> 01:05:32,954
I don't know what you mean.
751
01:05:33,561 --> 01:05:35,290
Because in your case, your mouth...
752
01:05:35,797 --> 01:05:39,597
It's always open and drooling...
753
01:05:42,769 --> 01:05:43,801
Idiot!
754
01:05:43,838 --> 01:05:45,362
There!
755
01:05:46,875 --> 01:05:48,274
Are you coming?
756
01:05:53,848 --> 01:05:56,749
All these used tires.
757
01:05:56,851 --> 01:05:59,581
They are like teeth
fallen from people.
758
01:06:03,992 --> 01:06:06,460
Let me film too.
759
01:06:07,428 --> 01:06:09,623
I can?
I also want to film.
760
01:06:09,731 --> 01:06:11,858
No, it's useless to put
the Director in the film.
761
01:06:11,966 --> 01:06:13,763
Who cares, let's go.
762
01:06:13,868 --> 01:06:15,199
Leave it, leave it...
763
01:06:21,476 --> 01:06:24,912
Is it like that? Are you going?
Is this working?
764
01:06:25,280 --> 01:06:26,577
Give it back to me.
765
01:06:27,482 --> 01:06:29,643
Say something.
766
01:06:29,751 --> 01:06:30,740
Don't film me.
767
01:06:31,753 --> 01:06:33,345
Why are you angry?
768
01:06:33,454 --> 01:06:35,149
I'm not mad.
769
01:06:35,256 --> 01:06:36,382
Liar.
770
01:06:38,092 --> 01:06:39,684
It is serious.
771
01:06:41,062 --> 01:06:42,290
Do I look angry?
772
01:06:42,397 --> 01:06:43,989
It seems so.
773
01:06:44,265 --> 01:06:45,857
I'm not mad.
774
01:06:50,471 --> 01:06:52,029
I'm thinking...
775
01:06:54,976 --> 01:06:56,534
I may be very
tired lately.
776
01:06:56,678 --> 01:06:58,202
Tired?
777
01:06:58,646 --> 01:07:01,240
Oh, I understand...
778
01:07:01,349 --> 01:07:03,783
What?
779
01:07:10,425 --> 01:07:12,393
Do you want me to be your mommy?
780
01:07:14,829 --> 01:07:16,262
Yes, please.
781
01:07:16,264 --> 01:07:17,264
All good.
782
01:07:17,650 --> 01:07:19,730
Good boy, good boy...
783
01:07:21,569 --> 01:07:23,264
I will take better care of you...
784
01:07:28,676 --> 01:07:31,144
Will you take care of mom too?
785
01:07:33,681 --> 01:07:35,205
Little horse, shall we?
786
01:07:35,316 --> 01:07:37,511
"Horse"?
787
01:07:37,619 --> 01:07:38,677
That's it, little horse.
788
01:07:38,786 --> 01:07:40,083
It is serious?
789
01:07:42,357 --> 01:07:44,120
A "double-plan".
790
01:07:55,169 --> 01:07:56,261
I'm dizzy.
791
01:07:56,404 --> 01:07:58,167
Me too.
792
01:08:04,612 --> 01:08:06,807
Do you know what day tomorrow is?
793
01:08:10,118 --> 01:08:11,312
Of course.
794
01:08:11,419 --> 01:08:12,511
Right...
795
01:08:12,620 --> 01:08:16,078
Tomorrow is my birthday.
796
01:08:16,190 --> 01:08:17,680
Tomorrow is my birthday.
797
01:08:17,792 --> 01:08:19,350
Tomorrow is my birthday.
798
01:08:19,429 --> 01:08:20,909
Tomorrow is my birthday.
799
01:08:20,972 --> 01:08:23,352
Tomorrow is my birthday!
800
01:08:23,358 --> 01:08:25,038
Tomorrow is my birthday.
801
01:08:25,143 --> 01:08:26,623
Tomorrow is my birthday.
802
01:08:27,045 --> 01:08:29,345
Tomorrow is my birthday.
803
01:08:29,405 --> 01:08:31,005
Tomorrow is my birthday.
804
01:08:31,065 --> 01:08:32,865
Tomorrow is my birthday.
805
01:08:32,942 --> 01:08:34,842
Tomorrow is my birthday.
806
01:08:34,986 --> 01:08:37,066
Tomorrow is my birthday...
807
01:08:37,405 --> 01:08:38,185
Tomorrow...
808
01:08:38,214 --> 01:08:39,214
It's...
809
01:08:39,449 --> 01:08:40,649
my...
810
01:08:40,908 --> 01:08:41,808
Birthday.
811
01:08:41,851 --> 01:08:43,351
Tomorrow is my birthday.
812
01:08:43,420 --> 01:08:45,200
Tomorrow is my birthday.
813
01:08:45,522 --> 01:08:47,302
Tomorrow is my birthday.
814
01:08:47,457 --> 01:08:48,537
Tomorrow is my birthday.
815
01:08:48,591 --> 01:08:49,871
Tomorrow is my birthday.
816
01:08:49,917 --> 01:08:52,317
Tomorrow is my birthday.
817
01:08:52,387 --> 01:08:54,387
Tomorrow is my birthday.
818
01:08:54,489 --> 01:08:56,489
Tomorrow is my birthday.
819
01:08:56,549 --> 01:08:58,229
Tomorrow is my birthday.
820
01:08:58,426 --> 01:09:00,106
Tomorrow is my birthday.
821
01:09:00,178 --> 01:09:01,858
Tomorrow is my birthday.
822
01:09:02,221 --> 01:09:03,901
Tomorrow is my birthday.
823
01:09:04,307 --> 01:09:05,987
Tomorrow is my birthday.
824
01:09:06,351 --> 01:09:07,931
Tomorrow is my birthday.
825
01:09:07,977 --> 01:09:09,477
Tomorrow is my birthday...
826
01:09:09,495 --> 01:09:11,095
Tomorrow is my birthday...
827
01:09:11,314 --> 01:09:12,980
Tomorrow is my birthday...
828
01:09:13,104 --> 01:09:14,870
Tomorrow is my birthday...
829
01:09:14,918 --> 01:09:16,818
Tomorrow is my birthday...
830
01:09:16,861 --> 01:09:19,717
Tomorrow is my birthday...
Tomorrow is my birthday...
831
01:09:19,823 --> 01:09:21,367
Tomorrow is my birthday...
Tomorrow is my birthday...
832
01:09:22,991 --> 01:09:24,918
Tomorrow is my birthday!
833
01:09:26,761 --> 01:09:31,027
the 28th day ~ 3 days left
834
01:09:45,046 --> 01:09:48,777
It's been almost a month
since I met her.
835
01:09:48,883 --> 01:09:51,681
I'm tired of
eternal "yesterdays"...
836
01:09:52,120 --> 01:09:54,520
and bored with "todays".
837
01:09:55,590 --> 01:09:58,787
Afraid of change
that tomorrow may bring.
838
01:09:59,694 --> 01:10:03,427
But also hopeful
about what tomorrow will bring.
839
01:10:03,698 --> 01:10:08,692
What I want from reality
What do I share with her?
840
01:10:09,170 --> 01:10:13,402
The consistency of the past,
or the change of the future?
841
01:10:14,842 --> 01:10:15,809
Anyway,
842
01:10:16,277 --> 01:10:20,509
These are just doubts that
They change with my mood...
843
01:10:27,488 --> 01:10:30,787
The Director snores every night.
It looks like a hedgehog.
844
01:10:30,892 --> 01:10:35,693
Days like this will come to an end.
Eventually I will part with her.
845
01:10:36,064 --> 01:10:39,659
Even my life will
come to an end someday.
846
01:10:40,435 --> 01:10:45,873
Therefore, I should value each
these fleeting moments more and more.
847
01:10:46,340 --> 01:10:50,777
But excess boredom
and excessive intimacy...
848
01:10:50,912 --> 01:10:53,506
They were simply
leaving me exhausted.
849
01:10:53,848 --> 01:10:59,150
And little by little I realized
that when I was with her...
850
01:10:59,253 --> 01:11:01,723
Although there were
happy moments...
851
01:11:01,747 --> 01:11:05,020
The moments that
depressed were more frequent.
852
01:11:34,388 --> 01:11:36,288
I knew that this
it would happen to me.
853
01:11:45,433 --> 01:11:46,900
You know, today...
854
01:11:47,001 --> 01:11:49,367
There was a blue car...
855
01:11:49,504 --> 01:11:51,836
In front of the Sanctuary...
856
01:11:52,473 --> 01:11:55,840
And that car, you know...
857
01:11:55,943 --> 01:11:58,173
It was very beautiful...
858
01:11:58,279 --> 01:12:01,305
Are you listening to me?
859
01:12:01,415 --> 01:12:03,474
I've gotten a lot better at this.
860
01:12:03,584 --> 01:12:06,314
Okay, I'll stop...
861
01:12:14,362 --> 01:12:17,092
I'm going to the market.
862
01:12:44,325 --> 01:12:45,792
Does he hate me?
863
01:12:46,060 --> 01:12:47,527
Hate me?
864
01:12:49,263 --> 01:12:50,295
He hates me.
865
01:12:50,298 --> 01:12:52,766
Hates me, hates me, hates me.
866
01:12:54,535 --> 01:12:56,264
I will be left alone again.
867
01:12:56,404 --> 01:12:57,803
I will be left alone again.
868
01:12:57,905 --> 01:12:59,930
They abandoned me...
869
01:13:01,042 --> 01:13:03,977
I was abused and
then abandoned...
870
01:13:05,246 --> 01:13:07,271
I tried everything...
871
01:13:07,381 --> 01:13:10,373
But my fear made me tremble...
872
01:13:11,185 --> 01:13:15,918
Magic powers
of a pair of data...
873
01:13:16,324 --> 01:13:18,383
They continue to influence me...
874
01:13:20,795 --> 01:13:23,855
If only I could say...
875
01:13:24,065 --> 01:13:26,693
That I'm so happy
for having met you...
876
01:13:26,901 --> 01:13:30,393
I whisper to myself...
877
01:13:34,475 --> 01:13:37,569
Listen, your sister...
878
01:13:37,678 --> 01:13:39,236
Are you listening?
879
01:13:39,347 --> 01:13:41,872
She never listened to her mother.
880
01:13:41,983 --> 01:13:44,042
It's too late to
regrets.
881
01:13:44,151 --> 01:13:47,450
listen to me or you will
End up like your sister.
882
01:13:50,057 --> 01:13:54,016
You two have the same
the blood of that man.
883
01:13:54,362 --> 01:13:56,091
There's no way.
884
01:13:57,598 --> 01:14:00,726
I'm tired! Where are you?
885
01:14:00,868 --> 01:14:03,336
Not with your father again...
886
01:14:03,838 --> 01:14:06,306
I won't allow it.
887
01:14:06,674 --> 01:14:09,040
Shut up, you stubborn old woman!
888
01:14:09,377 --> 01:14:11,504
You think you're so superior...
889
01:14:11,612 --> 01:14:15,343
Everything you
Do you want me to be grateful to you...
890
01:14:15,449 --> 01:14:16,939
Always, always, always...
891
01:14:17,051 --> 01:14:20,179
You always
imposed on me...
892
01:14:20,855 --> 01:14:23,756
You never had any idea...
893
01:14:23,858 --> 01:14:27,316
What I want.
Never.
894
01:14:27,428 --> 01:14:29,419
How dare you?
895
01:14:32,667 --> 01:14:35,397
You only remember what you gave me...
896
01:14:35,536 --> 01:14:38,596
but not how
you mistreated me...
897
01:14:38,739 --> 01:14:39,899
Isn't it?
898
01:14:41,609 --> 01:14:45,136
Think we should suffer
because of your problems?
899
01:14:46,180 --> 01:14:50,048
I won't call a single one
little if you die!
900
01:14:51,218 --> 01:14:54,210
Shut up, shut up,
shut up!
901
01:14:55,823 --> 01:14:58,485
Because you weren't
Kind to me then?
902
01:15:31,992 --> 01:15:33,721
Mom...
903
01:15:44,305 --> 01:15:46,330
Why don't you
answer the phone?
904
01:15:48,943 --> 01:15:50,740
Why don't you answer?
905
01:15:53,724 --> 01:15:54,924
Why don't you answer?
906
01:15:57,955 --> 01:15:59,155
Please answer...
907
01:16:00,121 --> 01:16:03,090
Your heart is
dominated by a world...
908
01:16:03,190 --> 01:16:07,320
full of cruelty,
coldness, hatred and loneliness.
909
01:16:07,695 --> 01:16:10,630
But that's the way the world is.
910
01:16:10,965 --> 01:16:14,732
We all fear him and
we insult you for your absurdities.
911
01:16:14,769 --> 01:16:17,829
and yet the world
It is immensely vast...
912
01:16:17,972 --> 01:16:23,410
and kindness, mercy and empathy,
remain in our hearts.
913
01:16:23,811 --> 01:16:27,542
I really wish...
914
01:16:27,648 --> 01:16:29,479
she also knew
this reality.
915
01:16:29,717 --> 01:16:31,048
Hello...
916
01:16:38,692 --> 01:16:40,353
Hi, I'm here.
917
01:16:41,729 --> 01:16:43,060
What it was?
918
01:16:52,673 --> 01:16:57,804
But your heart is so
delicate and vulnerable...
919
01:16:58,279 --> 01:17:01,714
Would I really be
able to embrace...
920
01:17:01,715 --> 01:17:04,809
the endless darkness inside her?
921
01:17:05,386 --> 01:17:10,380
Maybe I can't embrace it...
922
01:17:10,558 --> 01:17:14,756
I am surrounded by anxiety
which I can't free myself from.
923
01:17:15,196 --> 01:17:18,529
Not today again
I can do nothing.
924
01:17:18,632 --> 01:17:20,827
the 29th day ~ 2 days left
925
01:17:20,968 --> 01:17:25,405
6 in the morning, she comes back
to be the same as before.
926
01:17:26,006 --> 01:17:29,100
She returns to her
small world....
927
01:17:29,276 --> 01:17:31,676
Built entirely...
928
01:17:31,779 --> 01:17:35,010
to protect her, and
deny the existence...
929
01:17:35,115 --> 01:17:37,106
of everything that
could harm her.
930
01:17:37,418 --> 01:17:42,720
But now she
decided to depend on me.
931
01:17:43,090 --> 01:17:45,320
Yes, it looks good as always.
932
01:17:45,426 --> 01:17:50,022
Another day of your life
begins, full of fantasies...
933
01:17:50,130 --> 01:17:53,065
covered in self-deception,
sealed by oblivion.
934
01:17:53,400 --> 01:17:58,463
My fears tell me:
"I need to do something."
935
01:17:58,806 --> 01:18:00,831
I can't
continue to be useless.
936
01:18:03,844 --> 01:18:05,209
What are you doing?
937
01:18:05,312 --> 01:18:07,644
Nothing, just working.
938
01:18:13,354 --> 01:18:15,083
Let's go out then.
939
01:18:17,157 --> 01:18:20,092
Record your movie.
It's your job, isn't it?
940
01:18:21,061 --> 01:18:22,289
Is this work?
941
01:18:22,396 --> 01:18:24,330
This is your job.
942
01:18:27,568 --> 01:18:32,870
In Japan today, various means of
expression, including audiovisual...
943
01:18:32,973 --> 01:18:37,239
Only serves needs
of entertainment for the unemployed...
944
01:18:37,478 --> 01:18:38,636
or just...
945
01:18:38,646 --> 01:18:43,174
providing a type of healing
momentary to those who fear pain.
946
01:18:43,350 --> 01:18:47,684
Therefore, the artistic quality
It doesn't have to be the best...
947
01:18:48,188 --> 01:18:53,455
Just highlight real dramas,
amplified in cruelty...
948
01:18:54,094 --> 01:18:55,388
or...
949
01:18:55,396 --> 01:18:59,833
A false beauty in
beautifully adapted fictions.
950
01:19:00,568 --> 01:19:02,365
It's true that I...
951
01:19:03,004 --> 01:19:05,929
I am unable to deal with
real relationships...
952
01:19:06,073 --> 01:19:11,340
I daydream day after day,
escaping to a fictional world.
953
01:19:12,079 --> 01:19:14,240
Until this film,
when you're ready...
954
01:19:14,248 --> 01:19:17,576
It will be just another tool
which will provoke a lot of stimuli...
955
01:19:17,585 --> 01:19:20,918
An amount of time
spent in peace.
956
01:19:21,822 --> 01:19:26,486
It's not that kind of thing
What would everyone prefer to watch?
957
01:19:27,227 --> 01:19:31,687
By then, I had given up
of it as a visual element...
958
01:19:32,800 --> 01:19:35,098
I didn't want to film anything else.
959
01:19:36,070 --> 01:19:40,439
As long as she was with me,
I didn't need to film anything.
960
01:19:41,175 --> 01:19:45,111
I have always been
fascinated by the idea...
961
01:19:45,245 --> 01:19:48,546
To be loved madly,
and love someone madly...
962
01:19:48,616 --> 01:19:53,212
However, this is a
very demanding load...
963
01:19:53,887 --> 01:19:56,481
Can I support it?
964
01:19:58,525 --> 01:20:00,618
Hello, how long has it been...
965
01:20:00,728 --> 01:20:01,990
So you came back.
966
01:20:22,149 --> 01:20:24,913
Hey, wait!
967
01:20:25,187 --> 01:20:27,487
Hey! Hey!
968
01:20:29,390 --> 01:20:32,382
Wait a minute, dammit.
969
01:20:34,728 --> 01:20:36,457
What is that?
970
01:20:40,000 --> 01:20:41,490
I'll take a look.
971
01:20:43,937 --> 01:20:45,461
Hey, stay away from her!
972
01:20:46,740 --> 01:20:49,470
I told you to wait!
973
01:20:51,096 --> 01:20:52,096
Hey!
974
01:20:55,215 --> 01:20:57,783
Give me back, I know
that is with you.
975
01:20:57,785 --> 01:20:59,343
It's with you, isn't it?
976
01:20:59,453 --> 01:21:01,978
No, I'm not my sister.
977
01:21:17,738 --> 01:21:19,467
You crazy...
978
01:21:37,024 --> 01:21:38,082
Hey...
979
01:22:12,893 --> 01:22:14,360
Are you okay?
980
01:22:40,454 --> 01:22:41,785
Hello...
981
01:22:42,723 --> 01:22:46,716
Sorry about that...
982
01:22:47,494 --> 01:22:49,860
A meeting?
At that time?
983
01:22:51,031 --> 01:22:53,727
A toast to
your triumphant return!
984
01:22:58,639 --> 01:22:59,731
You had forgotten, hadn't you?
985
01:22:59,873 --> 01:23:02,740
Thank you...
986
01:23:48,169 --> 01:23:53,761
A little fish is floating under the
water, your heart is dying.
987
01:23:53,800 --> 01:23:57,779
Your eyes focus on the
dark blue night sky.
988
01:23:58,279 --> 01:24:02,279
The little girl is crying.
989
01:24:05,896 --> 01:24:11,103
My gaze is downcast.
990
01:24:11,255 --> 01:24:14,938
I sigh and sigh.
991
01:24:15,279 --> 01:24:20,279
Your tears begin to fall
992
01:24:24,092 --> 01:24:28,092
Disguise your face
sad with a smile.
993
01:24:28,092 --> 01:24:32,092
Your body is completely
covered in blood.
994
01:24:32,592 --> 01:24:36,592
The little girl is crying.
995
01:24:40,592 --> 01:24:45,392
My mouth doesn't move,
I can't ask for forgiveness.
996
01:24:45,592 --> 01:24:51,092
Maybe I should
nod.
997
01:24:51,592 --> 01:24:57,592
The little girl keeps crying.
998
01:25:52,079 --> 01:25:53,740
Where were you?
999
01:25:59,720 --> 01:26:00,652
And you?
1000
01:26:00,754 --> 01:26:02,415
Where were you?
1001
01:26:02,823 --> 01:26:04,814
Were you with a woman?
1002
01:26:06,927 --> 01:26:08,827
What are you talking about?
1003
01:26:11,398 --> 01:26:16,062
I was drinking with
some old friends.
1004
01:26:16,203 --> 01:26:17,864
Liar, liar!
1005
01:26:18,005 --> 01:26:18,869
It's the truth.
1006
01:26:18,972 --> 01:26:20,132
Liar.
1007
01:26:22,242 --> 01:26:23,903
Where were you?
1008
01:26:24,011 --> 01:26:25,603
Liar!
1009
01:26:28,215 --> 01:26:30,683
I'm not lying, it's true.
1010
01:26:32,953 --> 01:26:34,750
I have nothing left...
1011
01:26:56,676 --> 01:27:00,704
I have nothing more
the beat of your heart...
1012
01:27:07,514 --> 01:27:08,914
Hey...
1013
01:27:09,307 --> 01:27:10,807
What?
1014
01:27:13,460 --> 01:27:15,394
Have you ever kissed someone before?
1015
01:27:17,531 --> 01:27:18,793
I already.
1016
01:27:21,568 --> 01:27:23,627
Maybe I will never
have...
1017
01:27:29,810 --> 01:27:31,971
Have you ever killed someone before?
1018
01:27:33,513 --> 01:27:34,912
No...
1019
01:27:36,216 --> 01:27:39,208
Maybe I have...
1020
01:27:40,420 --> 01:27:42,320
In my head.
1021
01:27:45,058 --> 01:27:46,491
Me too...
1022
01:28:01,208 --> 01:28:03,335
Do you want to have sex?
1023
01:28:08,081 --> 01:28:11,876
If I have sex with you,
Will you stay with me forever?
1024
01:28:15,789 --> 01:28:17,757
You like sex, don't you?
1025
01:28:18,959 --> 01:28:21,086
Much more than
just sleep next to me.
1026
01:28:22,929 --> 01:28:25,959
You were just
controlling yourself, right?
1027
01:28:26,700 --> 01:28:29,967
Do you want to see and touch
my breasts, right?
1028
01:28:33,240 --> 01:28:35,208
So make love to me...
1029
01:28:37,577 --> 01:28:40,102
As long as you
don't go anywhere...
1030
01:28:41,248 --> 01:28:43,580
That you won't abandon me...
1031
01:28:45,652 --> 01:28:47,847
I will do whatever you want...
1032
01:28:51,057 --> 01:28:53,048
Just, don't hate me.
1033
01:28:55,428 --> 01:28:57,419
Don't start hating me.
1034
01:29:20,520 --> 01:29:21,987
No no!
1035
01:29:24,958 --> 01:29:27,825
If I do this, I will be
like my sister...
1036
01:29:30,163 --> 01:29:32,097
I will become my sister.
1037
01:29:34,201 --> 01:29:38,103
I... am...
1038
01:29:38,271 --> 01:29:41,707
If I died in your place...
1039
01:29:42,609 --> 01:29:44,736
How would the heavens separate?
1040
01:29:45,212 --> 01:29:47,680
Which direction would the wind blow?
1041
01:29:49,883 --> 01:29:53,284
Under the footsteps of that
dark reddish space...
1042
01:29:54,454 --> 01:29:58,550
you used that sharp spear...
1043
01:29:59,259 --> 01:30:02,717
again and again...
1044
01:30:04,264 --> 01:30:08,360
Reaching my...
1045
01:30:09,803 --> 01:30:13,034
Trembling lips...
1046
01:30:14,708 --> 01:30:17,176
Swollen to the point of bursting...
1047
01:30:18,511 --> 01:30:20,240
With the flavor of...
1048
01:30:20,780 --> 01:30:24,409
Pain and betrayal.
1049
01:30:25,285 --> 01:30:26,877
That song...
1050
01:30:27,854 --> 01:30:29,719
I can't hear you anymore...
1051
01:30:31,458 --> 01:30:33,858
I keep looking back...
1052
01:30:34,394 --> 01:30:36,453
To that state
of drowsiness.
1053
01:30:38,498 --> 01:30:42,161
Hello. Sorry,
I'll call later.
1054
01:31:00,253 --> 01:31:01,720
Hello.
1055
01:31:01,821 --> 01:31:04,949
How strange you are
call at this time...
1056
01:31:05,058 --> 01:31:08,687
Did the cat get your tongue?
Hello, hello...
1057
01:31:31,384 --> 01:31:33,045
What do you...
1058
01:31:47,901 --> 01:31:49,368
Come to sleep.
1059
01:32:02,716 --> 01:32:04,240
Did you read this?
1060
01:32:05,785 --> 01:32:07,218
Why...?
1061
01:32:07,320 --> 01:32:08,810
What did you think?
1062
01:32:09,322 --> 01:32:10,482
Why?
1063
01:32:10,590 --> 01:32:12,251
It's your film.
1064
01:32:15,762 --> 01:32:17,821
Is it because of work...?
1065
01:32:20,667 --> 01:32:24,569
You are only with me
because of work?
1066
01:32:25,305 --> 01:32:28,536
No, it wasn't that
what I meant.
1067
01:32:28,708 --> 01:32:30,733
Like my father?
1068
01:32:32,479 --> 01:32:34,538
Like my sister?
1069
01:32:36,683 --> 01:32:38,742
Like my mother?
1070
01:32:43,923 --> 01:32:47,450
If you didn't like it, tell me.
1071
01:32:48,027 --> 01:32:49,824
Am I nothing to you?
1072
01:32:51,030 --> 01:32:53,191
Do you hate me?
1073
01:32:56,269 --> 01:32:58,237
Will you leave me?
1074
01:33:03,176 --> 01:33:07,169
Tell me you won't.
Tell me you won't.
1075
01:33:08,081 --> 01:33:10,743
That woman on the phone...
1076
01:33:11,017 --> 01:33:15,147
She keeps seducing you
over the phone, right?
1077
01:33:16,022 --> 01:33:20,083
That woman? It's nobody...
1078
01:33:20,894 --> 01:33:22,589
It's irrelevant...
1079
01:33:36,042 --> 01:33:37,703
I can't hear you...
1080
01:33:40,713 --> 01:33:43,113
I can't hear the
Director's heartbeat...
1081
01:33:50,423 --> 01:33:52,357
There is an answer.
1082
01:33:54,227 --> 01:33:56,161
Two answers.
1083
01:33:59,032 --> 01:34:00,829
Three answers.
1084
01:34:04,170 --> 01:34:06,104
How many times did they respond?
1085
01:34:13,079 --> 01:34:15,343
What makes you like this...?
1086
01:34:27,093 --> 01:34:29,323
the 30th day ~ the day before
1087
01:34:29,429 --> 01:34:34,423
At 6 am, she
had disappeared.
1088
01:34:40,039 --> 01:34:43,805
Are you my sister's friend?
Do you date her?
1089
01:34:45,545 --> 01:34:48,708
Well, something like that.
1090
01:34:48,815 --> 01:34:52,307
So that girl
has a boyfriend...
1091
01:34:53,386 --> 01:34:55,217
Sorry...
1092
01:34:56,189 --> 01:34:58,248
I never thought she could do it.
1093
01:34:58,591 --> 01:35:02,118
Her sister appeared in her place.
1094
01:35:02,328 --> 01:35:06,856
Now she even rejected
its own existence.
1095
01:35:07,100 --> 01:35:10,365
It's none of my business,
But treat her well, okay?
1096
01:35:14,107 --> 01:35:17,668
That girl always
He liked places like that.
1097
01:35:18,945 --> 01:35:21,175
I feel sorry for her.
1098
01:35:21,514 --> 01:35:24,576
Our parents separated
when she was very young.
1099
01:35:24,984 --> 01:35:28,010
Our father abandoned us.
1100
01:35:28,121 --> 01:35:30,783
He ended up dying at
side of his new wife.
1101
01:35:31,491 --> 01:35:34,426
Was it raining that day?
1102
01:35:35,562 --> 01:35:37,291
No, there was a fire.
1103
01:35:37,397 --> 01:35:38,386
Fire?
1104
01:35:39,198 --> 01:35:41,758
Yes, on her birthday.
1105
01:35:43,202 --> 01:35:45,602
And your mother?
1106
01:35:46,706 --> 01:35:48,936
A train ran over her.
1107
01:35:50,476 --> 01:35:54,537
Every birthday, she would be whining:
"Why did they abandon me?"
1108
01:35:55,248 --> 01:35:59,651
Our mother was terrible.
1109
01:36:00,620 --> 01:36:04,180
She always blamed others
for everything bad that happened to him.
1110
01:36:04,390 --> 01:36:06,415
It was dad's fault...
1111
01:36:06,693 --> 01:36:08,627
The other woman's fault...
1112
01:36:08,728 --> 01:36:13,131
my sister's fault, my fault
mine, the world's fault.
1113
01:36:13,299 --> 01:36:16,496
She never thought that
it could be her fault.
1114
01:36:17,737 --> 01:36:22,640
My poor little sister.
She always compared her to me.
1115
01:36:23,109 --> 01:36:26,408
I only heard complaints: "Why
that you're not like your sister?"
1116
01:36:27,080 --> 01:36:30,447
It was as if she never
was good enough.
1117
01:36:31,818 --> 01:36:33,843
She must have suffered a lot.
1118
01:36:36,222 --> 01:36:40,215
I wonder how she
You may come to like yourself.
1119
01:36:47,000 --> 01:36:49,901
I'm going to see someone.
Will you come with me?
1120
01:37:01,914 --> 01:37:04,509
It's none of your business, it leaks.
1121
01:37:04,884 --> 01:37:06,310
Yourself...
1122
01:37:24,070 --> 01:37:27,369
The new guy... is he family?
1123
01:37:30,777 --> 01:37:33,507
Look, stop nonsense...
1124
01:37:33,613 --> 01:37:36,673
You just appear
when it suits you.
1125
01:37:38,251 --> 01:37:41,618
What face is that?
The same as last time?
1126
01:37:48,961 --> 01:37:50,485
Have you seen my cat?
1127
01:37:53,599 --> 01:37:56,693
Look, you...
1128
01:37:57,203 --> 01:38:00,138
My cat, you know, Jelly.
1129
01:38:00,273 --> 01:38:04,300
How the hell would I know?
1130
01:38:04,577 --> 01:38:06,704
Liar, liar,
liar...
1131
01:38:06,813 --> 01:38:09,805
You also deny having
attacked my little sister?
1132
01:38:11,484 --> 01:38:15,477
What are you talking about?
You are her, not her sister.
1133
01:38:15,588 --> 01:38:16,552
No, I'm not.
1134
01:38:16,556 --> 01:38:20,048
Your sister left a long time ago.
1135
01:38:20,660 --> 01:38:22,651
You said you killed her.
1136
01:38:22,762 --> 01:38:24,753
I said I'm not.
1137
01:38:24,931 --> 01:38:29,265
You kept murmuring
something about killing her.
1138
01:38:31,871 --> 01:38:32,838
No...
1139
01:38:39,579 --> 01:38:42,810
You do this all the time...
1140
01:38:44,517 --> 01:38:48,009
You ask to stay with me
because you have nowhere to go...
1141
01:38:48,121 --> 01:38:51,181
and then you disappear.
1142
01:38:52,658 --> 01:38:55,889
And now it's about a cat!
1143
01:38:55,995 --> 01:38:58,793
You come back looking for a cat!
1144
01:38:59,198 --> 01:39:00,927
Don't play with my face!
1145
01:39:02,869 --> 01:39:05,497
Say something!
1146
01:39:10,610 --> 01:39:12,942
Damn!
1147
01:39:15,114 --> 01:39:18,379
Even after everything I've done!
1148
01:39:18,718 --> 01:39:20,777
You won't let go
a peep, right?
1149
01:39:21,254 --> 01:39:23,347
You are stupid.
1150
01:39:30,930 --> 01:39:33,592
Don't leave again.
1151
01:39:38,938 --> 01:39:40,633
What...?
1152
01:39:42,642 --> 01:39:44,542
What...?
1153
01:39:45,511 --> 01:39:47,172
I...
1154
01:39:54,687 --> 01:39:57,485
Beautiful, great...
1155
01:39:58,791 --> 01:40:01,760
Being with you drives me crazy.
1156
01:40:01,861 --> 01:40:03,692
It drives me crazy.
1157
01:40:09,402 --> 01:40:11,165
You're crazy.
1158
01:40:12,305 --> 01:40:15,570
You and your sister are crazy...
1159
01:40:17,543 --> 01:40:21,741
Did you want to be like your sister?
Beauty, now you are.
1160
01:40:21,848 --> 01:40:24,839
Soon you will sleep with everything
type of male and getting pregnant...
1161
01:40:24,850 --> 01:40:27,448
Just like the sister who
you are so idolatrous.
1162
01:40:28,754 --> 01:40:29,982
Hey!
1163
01:40:36,996 --> 01:40:38,657
I'm tired of you...
1164
01:40:38,764 --> 01:40:40,288
No...
1165
01:40:49,609 --> 01:40:51,941
No...
1166
01:40:54,547 --> 01:40:56,276
No...
1167
01:40:59,552 --> 01:41:00,985
She's crazy, right?
1168
01:41:04,090 --> 01:41:05,148
Hey...
1169
01:41:06,125 --> 01:41:10,061
Are you trying
push this guy away too?
1170
01:41:13,633 --> 01:41:15,396
Sister!
1171
01:41:15,701 --> 01:41:18,534
Sister! Sister!
1172
01:41:18,671 --> 01:41:21,139
Your sister used to say...
1173
01:41:21,240 --> 01:41:24,107
"My own sister scares me."
1174
01:41:25,645 --> 01:41:29,809
No! no!
1175
01:41:29,916 --> 01:41:34,478
Why do you always
Does it have to be so dramatic?
1176
01:41:36,255 --> 01:41:39,554
Forget it, give me back the ring.
1177
01:41:39,659 --> 01:41:41,126
Don't touch me.
1178
01:41:41,427 --> 01:41:42,291
What?
1179
01:41:42,395 --> 01:41:46,593
How dare you? "Even
after everything I've done"?
1180
01:41:47,566 --> 01:41:50,865
You never did anything alone.
1181
01:41:51,070 --> 01:41:53,561
My sister did everything!
1182
01:41:54,173 --> 01:41:56,004
Who do you think you are?
1183
01:41:56,108 --> 01:41:58,576
What?
1184
01:41:59,545 --> 01:42:00,671
Stop it...
1185
01:42:03,950 --> 01:42:05,645
You stupid.
1186
01:42:05,885 --> 01:42:07,443
Please stop.
1187
01:42:07,753 --> 01:42:09,482
Come on, give the ring back.
1188
01:42:12,291 --> 01:42:17,285
Who are you calling
stupid?
1189
01:42:23,836 --> 01:42:25,303
Calm down...
1190
01:42:25,504 --> 01:42:27,369
Let me go!
1191
01:42:28,607 --> 01:42:30,131
That's enough!
1192
01:42:30,910 --> 01:42:32,343
Go away!
1193
01:42:32,578 --> 01:42:36,014
Get out of my life!
1194
01:42:48,594 --> 01:42:50,858
Give it some time...
1195
01:43:42,248 --> 01:43:45,547
Why my sister
Did you date this type of man?
1196
01:43:47,887 --> 01:43:49,684
That man...
1197
01:43:50,790 --> 01:43:53,156
After you were gone...
1198
01:43:53,726 --> 01:43:56,217
It came straight to me...
1199
01:43:58,531 --> 01:44:01,261
Why did you have to go?
1200
01:44:08,007 --> 01:44:09,975
This is so bad...
1201
01:44:11,577 --> 01:44:15,172
You pretended to like me,
But I actually hated myself.
1202
01:44:16,549 --> 01:44:19,109
So god punished you...
1203
01:44:22,988 --> 01:44:26,389
Be happy. Be happy.
1204
01:44:26,759 --> 01:44:28,454
Be happy.
1205
01:44:28,888 --> 01:44:32,888
Be happy. Be happy...
1206
01:46:54,974 --> 01:46:55,941
Hello.
1207
01:47:01,013 --> 01:47:04,608
Be happy. Be happy.
1208
01:47:04,817 --> 01:47:12,817
Be happy...
1209
01:47:28,707 --> 01:47:30,902
You received a call.
1210
01:47:32,811 --> 01:47:33,971
Who was it?
1211
01:47:34,647 --> 01:47:36,285
It was...
1212
01:47:36,509 --> 01:47:37,747
Your mother.
1213
01:47:39,518 --> 01:47:40,450
No...
1214
01:47:47,726 --> 01:47:49,387
Is she still alive?
1215
01:47:51,764 --> 01:47:52,753
I must kill her.
1216
01:47:56,201 --> 01:47:59,136
It's a lie, she's dead.
1217
01:48:00,072 --> 01:48:01,596
It's not a lie.
1218
01:48:02,641 --> 01:48:06,441
She's coming to see you tomorrow.
1219
01:48:08,614 --> 01:48:11,708
Tomorrow? For what?
1220
01:48:12,384 --> 01:48:16,650
I don't know... maybe she is
worried about you.
1221
01:48:18,324 --> 01:48:19,791
Even after everything?
1222
01:48:20,426 --> 01:48:21,950
After all...
1223
01:48:22,061 --> 01:48:26,157
she keeps calling
wanting to know about you.
1224
01:48:27,733 --> 01:48:30,668
Why did you take my phone?
1225
01:48:30,803 --> 01:48:32,964
Don't get involved in my problems.
1226
01:48:34,039 --> 01:48:37,566
I'm sorry, I thought
be the best for you.
1227
01:48:39,011 --> 01:48:40,205
Liar!
1228
01:48:40,312 --> 01:48:42,041
I'm not lying.
1229
01:48:43,515 --> 01:48:44,743
Liar!
1230
01:48:45,984 --> 01:48:49,420
Go away!
Stay away from me!
1231
01:48:51,657 --> 01:48:52,589
Don't run away!
1232
01:48:52,691 --> 01:48:54,181
I'm not running away.
1233
01:48:54,660 --> 01:48:59,456
You always run away from everything
who doesn't like it and ends up...
1234
01:48:59,498 --> 01:49:01,595
Locking yourself in your
private little world.
1235
01:49:01,600 --> 01:49:02,833
Not true!
1236
01:49:04,203 --> 01:49:07,536
You just deny
everything you don't like.
1237
01:49:07,639 --> 01:49:09,106
Not true!
1238
01:49:09,608 --> 01:49:13,109
That's why you always
wants everyone to leave.
1239
01:49:13,112 --> 01:49:16,878
Shut your mouth! You talk too much!
It makes me depressed.
1240
01:49:30,729 --> 01:49:35,189
Why are you still here?
I told you to go away...
1241
01:49:41,473 --> 01:49:44,931
It's because...
1242
01:49:47,413 --> 01:49:50,940
I want to be with you.
1243
01:49:54,553 --> 01:49:56,020
I...
1244
01:49:57,389 --> 01:49:59,152
you...
1245
01:50:00,292 --> 01:50:01,881
I love...
1246
01:50:05,097 --> 01:50:06,086
Lie!
1247
01:50:10,068 --> 01:50:12,764
It's true, I
I really love you...
1248
01:50:14,006 --> 01:50:16,406
You lie, like that
like everyone else.
1249
01:50:18,043 --> 01:50:19,533
I love you.
1250
01:50:23,315 --> 01:50:24,714
Liar.
1251
01:50:26,518 --> 01:50:27,951
I love you.
1252
01:50:31,957 --> 01:50:33,515
I love you.
1253
01:50:37,996 --> 01:50:39,361
I love you.
1254
01:50:47,239 --> 01:50:49,799
Why are you always
so kind to me?
1255
01:50:54,713 --> 01:50:56,442
I want to understand...
1256
01:51:04,223 --> 01:51:05,622
Let's go home.
1257
01:51:16,502 --> 01:51:21,235
When I was a child, my
mother kept cursing my father...
1258
01:51:21,373 --> 01:51:23,671
For him to leave...
1259
01:51:25,110 --> 01:51:27,704
The curse of mine
Mom finally worked...
1260
01:51:27,813 --> 01:51:29,940
Our father left us...
1261
01:51:31,750 --> 01:51:33,308
I tried...
1262
01:51:33,952 --> 01:51:37,080
stop her from making me go.
1263
01:51:39,191 --> 01:51:41,091
Then she told me...
1264
01:51:41,693 --> 01:51:44,355
Although she never has
told my sister.
1265
01:51:44,963 --> 01:51:47,124
That day was my birthday.
1266
01:51:49,067 --> 01:51:52,195
A red umbrella and
a pair of red shoes.
1267
01:51:54,840 --> 01:51:59,004
That's what my mother told me
happened when we went out together.
1268
01:52:02,548 --> 01:52:05,813
The first things I got
that it wasn't something my sister used to wear.
1269
01:52:06,685 --> 01:52:08,983
They were the same
to my mother's.
1270
01:52:10,489 --> 01:52:12,980
But my mother threw them away.
1271
01:52:14,393 --> 01:52:16,987
She said they were old.
That I no longer needed them.
1272
01:52:17,529 --> 01:52:19,429
When I saw this...
1273
01:52:19,631 --> 01:52:22,896
I thought that one day she
would do the same to me.
1274
01:52:24,870 --> 01:52:26,838
I was scared
of being alone.
1275
01:52:27,539 --> 01:52:30,007
But I was also
scared of my mother.
1276
01:52:32,177 --> 01:52:35,578
So I cursed
everyone to leave.
1277
01:52:37,482 --> 01:52:41,350
The curse will only work
on my birthday...
1278
01:52:42,387 --> 01:52:46,483
So my birthday
It must always be tomorrow.
1279
01:52:50,495 --> 01:52:53,953
But my mother didn't leave.
1280
01:52:54,733 --> 01:52:59,193
So I had to kill her, in my
head, over and over again.
1281
01:53:00,472 --> 01:53:02,337
And suddenly...
1282
01:53:03,742 --> 01:53:07,269
I realized that I
I had to leave...
1283
01:53:08,447 --> 01:53:10,813
So I started to get ready...
1284
01:53:11,850 --> 01:53:13,317
Tomorrow...
1285
01:53:15,520 --> 01:53:16,953
I would start my...
1286
01:53:18,123 --> 01:53:21,581
New and happy life...
1287
01:53:27,933 --> 01:53:29,594
But I didn't know...
1288
01:53:32,671 --> 01:53:35,196
What could I do tomorrow?
1289
01:53:38,343 --> 01:53:40,607
You never know about the future.
1290
01:53:41,313 --> 01:53:43,178
The only thing that is certain...
1291
01:53:44,016 --> 01:53:46,746
It's just that tomorrow
we will continue together.
1292
01:53:54,793 --> 01:53:56,260
What do you say?
1293
01:53:57,763 --> 01:53:59,856
Do you want to try to see your mother?
1294
01:54:00,932 --> 01:54:03,162
the 31st day ~ the day
1295
01:54:10,609 --> 01:54:12,076
Are you okay?
1296
01:54:17,082 --> 01:54:18,811
Are you well?
1297
01:54:19,818 --> 01:54:22,013
Leave me alone...
1298
01:54:25,323 --> 01:54:27,518
I can't leave her.
1299
01:54:28,760 --> 01:54:30,660
But you left.
1300
01:54:33,765 --> 01:54:35,926
Your own mother
would leave you alone?
1301
01:54:36,034 --> 01:54:38,229
For quite some time...
1302
01:54:39,938 --> 01:54:42,429
I left you alone
for a long time?
1303
01:54:43,875 --> 01:54:46,036
When did I leave you alone?
1304
01:54:48,880 --> 01:54:51,678
When your mother
left you alone?
1305
01:54:54,619 --> 01:54:56,587
Since I was a child...
1306
01:54:56,988 --> 01:55:00,219
You always left me alone...
1307
01:55:05,897 --> 01:55:08,491
You only called my sister.
1308
01:55:28,520 --> 01:55:30,044
I'm sorry...
1309
01:55:30,155 --> 01:55:34,023
Did her sister pass away?
1310
01:55:36,728 --> 01:55:38,787
Is she still alive?
1311
01:55:44,936 --> 01:55:47,029
We are separated, but...
1312
01:55:51,009 --> 01:55:53,807
She cares about you too.
1313
01:55:56,882 --> 01:55:59,407
She called me the other day.
1314
01:56:00,519 --> 01:56:02,851
We didn't talk much.
1315
01:56:09,194 --> 01:56:11,389
Forgive me...
1316
01:56:11,930 --> 01:56:14,728
I didn't want to leave her alone...
1317
01:56:14,833 --> 01:56:17,495
I was so worried
thinking of me...
1318
01:56:24,709 --> 01:56:29,646
That maybe I didn't care
with your feelings.
1319
01:56:30,949 --> 01:56:34,680
Maybe I was
lasts for quite a long time.
1320
01:56:35,754 --> 01:56:37,881
Maybe I wasn't a good mother.
1321
01:56:40,392 --> 01:56:44,453
Always complaining,
always irritated.
1322
01:56:46,364 --> 01:56:49,492
Maybe I never did
a good thing for you.
1323
01:56:50,769 --> 01:56:52,737
Maybe I just...
1324
01:56:54,005 --> 01:56:56,735
Just think about myself.
1325
01:56:58,910 --> 01:57:02,107
Maybe I couldn't
love you like I should.
1326
01:57:06,518 --> 01:57:07,746
But now...
1327
01:57:18,530 --> 01:57:19,827
What?
1328
01:57:22,734 --> 01:57:25,931
I just want it
you come home...
1329
01:57:27,138 --> 01:57:28,867
I know it's selfish
on my part...
1330
01:57:37,949 --> 01:57:39,678
But I feel alone.
1331
01:57:42,087 --> 01:57:45,022
I know this is very selfish.
1332
01:57:45,991 --> 01:57:48,391
And when I was alone?
1333
01:57:48,493 --> 01:57:52,953
All those years
that I spent in solitude!
1334
01:57:53,064 --> 01:57:54,895
All these...
1335
01:57:55,800 --> 01:57:59,896
You didn't care much
If I needed your love...
1336
01:58:00,038 --> 01:58:02,836
and now that you feel
alone you come after me...
1337
01:58:02,941 --> 01:58:04,932
Forgive me, forgive me.
1338
01:58:05,076 --> 01:58:09,206
After all this time, you
Are you the only one who feels lonely?
1339
01:58:11,283 --> 01:58:13,080
Is that what you mean?
1340
01:58:13,485 --> 01:58:15,544
You're right...
1341
01:58:16,721 --> 01:58:18,848
That's it...
1342
01:58:20,325 --> 01:58:22,793
When I felt alone...
1343
01:58:22,894 --> 01:58:25,226
you just ignored me...
1344
01:58:25,330 --> 01:58:26,729
Just go, just go.
1345
01:58:30,268 --> 01:58:33,499
Go away.
Please go away.
1346
01:58:33,638 --> 01:58:36,664
Just go...
1347
01:58:36,808 --> 01:58:40,335
Go right now.
1348
01:58:40,445 --> 01:58:41,673
Forgive me.
1349
01:58:41,780 --> 01:58:43,042
No!
1350
01:58:43,281 --> 01:58:46,409
Forgive me. Forgive me.
1351
01:58:47,018 --> 01:58:50,681
Forgive me. I will be
waiting for you.
1352
01:58:54,592 --> 01:58:58,892
You can't go back
home not once?
1353
01:58:58,997 --> 01:59:02,057
You couldn't come
just once? Please?
1354
01:59:03,835 --> 01:59:05,462
I know...
1355
01:59:07,105 --> 01:59:09,130
Please come home.
1356
01:59:10,775 --> 01:59:12,504
Forgive me.
1357
01:59:22,520 --> 01:59:24,511
Mother!
1358
01:59:41,439 --> 01:59:43,373
Did you wake up from your dream?
1359
01:59:47,479 --> 01:59:50,141
Or is this part of your dream?
1360
01:59:54,886 --> 01:59:57,616
Will we live a dream forever?
1361
02:00:10,835 --> 02:00:15,329
Anyway, this is our
reality, your reality...
1362
02:00:35,260 --> 02:00:37,319
Your birthday...
1363
02:00:39,964 --> 02:00:42,194
The day you were born...
1364
02:00:43,935 --> 02:00:45,732
It will arrive soon...
1365
02:01:03,655 --> 02:01:05,122
Smile...
1366
02:01:05,990 --> 02:01:07,480
Please smile...
1367
02:01:48,233 --> 02:01:49,495
Thank you.
1368
02:01:49,601 --> 02:01:51,831
the 32nd day ~ the day after
1369
02:02:19,130 --> 02:02:20,688
You know what day...
1370
02:02:21,399 --> 02:02:22,957
is this it?
1371
02:02:24,903 --> 02:02:26,928
December 7th.
1372
02:02:27,438 --> 02:02:29,736
It's my birthday.
1373
02:02:36,721 --> 02:02:40,721
The red hair that
I got it from my mother.
1374
02:02:41,731 --> 02:02:44,731
It was divided into two braids...
1375
02:02:44,731 --> 02:02:47,768
That swayed in the wind.
1376
02:02:48,721 --> 02:02:52,721
I wonder why I did this.
1377
02:02:53,950 --> 02:02:56,940
But even now I don't know.
1378
02:02:56,940 --> 02:02:59,440
I didn't understand...
1379
02:03:01,390 --> 02:03:06,890
Why do I have
raised silently...
1380
02:03:07,470 --> 02:03:13,460
With scissors in hand...
1381
02:03:14,470 --> 02:03:20,470
And cut my braids.
1382
02:03:20,980 --> 02:03:25,980
It was a bright day
and sunny.
1383
02:03:25,980 --> 02:03:29,480
And I didn't think so
needed the future.
1384
02:03:29,480 --> 02:03:32,980
I felt helpless and...
1385
02:03:32,990 --> 02:03:39,490
I didn't choose right
my words.
1386
02:03:39,490 --> 02:03:44,000
But the aroma of
way home...
1387
02:03:44,500 --> 02:03:47,000
it was so soft...
1388
02:03:47,500 --> 02:03:56,350
Maybe I can
keep living.
1389
02:03:56,350 --> 02:04:02,780
Someone laughed in the classroom.
1390
02:04:02,780 --> 02:04:09,780
It was a bright day
and sunny.
1391
02:04:30,880 --> 02:04:35,380
Now without the hair...
1392
02:04:35,380 --> 02:04:41,390
This time I tried
cut my wrists...
1393
02:04:42,890 --> 02:04:46,880
I cut and cut and
I felt something warm...
1394
02:04:47,400 --> 02:04:53,890
And I danced with my
wrists covered in blood.
1395
02:04:55,310 --> 02:05:00,766
You weren't there anymore.
1396
02:05:01,340 --> 02:05:07,340
There was nothing else there.
1397
02:05:08,620 --> 02:05:13,920
Just the sunshine.
1398
02:05:14,704 --> 02:05:19,734
It was a very
bright and sunny.
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02:05:20,146 --> 02:05:27,136
I couldn't even cry.
1400
02:05:27,156 --> 02:05:30,656
The world was too infinite
1401
02:05:30,656 --> 02:05:33,156
And everything is so beautiful.
1402
02:05:33,656 --> 02:05:37,656
In a white dress
I've come a long way.
1403
02:05:38,166 --> 02:05:50,166
I didn't follow the line, I sang very quietly.
1404
02:05:50,176 --> 02:05:59,646
If it were a rainy day like today,
I would definitely have been able to cry.
1405
02:05:59,686 --> 02:06:04,616
It was a bright day
and sunny.
1406
02:06:05,126 --> 02:06:12,186
And I thought not
needed the future.
1407
02:06:12,186 --> 02:06:18,686
I felt powerless and I couldn’t
I chose my words correctly.
1408
02:06:18,706 --> 02:06:23,206
But the aroma of the way home...
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02:06:23,206 --> 02:06:25,196
it was so soft...
1410
02:06:26,206 --> 02:06:28,196
So I thought...
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02:06:28,696 --> 02:06:35,196
maybe I can
keep living.
1412
02:06:35,216 --> 02:06:41,716
Someone laughed in the classroom.
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02:06:41,726 --> 02:06:48,716
It was a bright, sunny day.
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02:07:41,986 --> 02:07:45,276
after the 33rd day ~ unknown